Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Having faith in God

To tell the truth, I hadn't always had faith in God.

It all started last year, when I was 12. I expected 6 A's in UPSR, but instead I got 4 A's 3 B's. I broke down the moment I saw my result.

Earlier that year, I wanted to go to SMK Lok Yuk. At that time my mom wanted me to go to SMK All Saints. After a while, I wanted to go to SMK All Saints, while this time round my mom wants me to go to SMK Lok Yuk. It was kinda funny..haha :)

After I got my results, my mom went to try to get me into All Saints. But for some reasons, I just couldn't get in. At that time, I could't see the reason behind this. So, when school opened, I went to SMK Lok Yuk for 1 and a half week. (Wait, tell you later the reason why I only been there for a bit over a week. :D)

At around that time, my dad got a job offer from Kuala Lumpur. My life seemed to crumble...I mean, we just moved to a new house, and I was just trying to get used to everything. Now, move again? OVER TO KL?!

We were considering over the matter, that is whether or not we shoud all follow dad to KL. But, my mom decided that we all move along to to KL, because as a family we shouldn't be separated. So we all moved over to the capital.

About only going to Lok Yuk for one and a half week. We were only planning to move on the 18th of January (I remembered the dates, haha), so in the mean time, since my mom used to be a teacher of Lok Yuk, she asked one of her collegue to take me in her class for awhile. I could learn a few things in one and a half week, rite? haha :")

I was super quite there. A friend of mine complainted about me not saying hi. Sorry dude, I was..uh.. sorta depressed..haha...:)

So two weeks later we moved to KL. I go to a school called SMK St. Mary. My first impression of the school was that:
1.It is a girl school, so because I came from a coax school, I thought that my new school was, G-I-R-L-Y. haha
2. I used to be those kinds gal who likes sports, but that school didn't offer much sports. Now I'm not really into sports...sad....haha
3. The discipline was super tight......hehe

So for the next few weeks after we arrives there, I dreamed and day dreamed about Sabah. I mean, KL and Sabah are 2 VERY VERY different place...

But  after a long while, I started to actually like that school. It has daily devotions, a ROCKING Christian Fellowship, the activities there are fun, and I get a lot of exposures. haha...

When I looked back, I can see what was God trying to do lasT year. He didn't let me go to my dream school because He has another place that is far more better for me to go to. Besides that, I also got to know, experience and encounter God more closely than ever there in KL.

And I have two different groups of friends, with 2 very VERY different cultures, 2 different point of view..haha. But, I also found 1 group of them who are a family in Christ...it was just so...CEWLLLL......( i meant cool) :)

Thank you God, You are truly awesomely amazingly BEYOND AWESOME!!!!

2 comments:

  1. Wow FeiSan! Junyin here. First time read your testimony^^ it's a great testimony. Continue to shine for Jesus! ^^
    i totally agree with u that sometimes we might not understand why we are placed in St.Mary but as we take this journey with God for 5 years in St.Mary, we will come to know His reasons and plans for us. God has great plans for you, Feisan! Keep shining for Him! Gambate..!!^^

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  2. Yeah, thanx...St. MARY is really an XTRAORDINARY school...there's something about the school that others don't have....weird...:)

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